"When my soul-mate, best friend, and fiancee overdosed on heroin and died, that was a wakeup call. It was enough for me to say, 'God, please help me!' and he has. I've been sober for a year now, and I meditate every morning. I tell God what I'm thankful for and ask him how I can be of service. To me, service is a way to give back what I may have taken. My life is good now."